Am I selfish

So, I recently found out I was pregnant and I don’t believe in abortions. The other person, we are not together so I think he wants me to get an abortion.

My life isn’t to good right now, but that’s what I have nine months of time for to get myself together! But the guy the way he’s reacting is insaneeee, he mopping around like he stressing, just doing stuff that isn’t normal. So like is it selfish of me to keep it? I told him he doesn’t have to be there ! Let me know what y’all thinking what should I do?

(Abortion is out the question!!)