I want to leave but before I go

I am going to make this short.... i married my husband in Nov. When i first met him 6 years ago he was so sweet but i.found.out he was still.dealing with his bm..mind.u i.was alot.younger and niave So I stayed and dealt with a lot for years from her and us fighting physically touching my My car to him doing.stuff to my house. I can go on and on but But I'm found out that his baby mama got married after I had. I decided to move from the city that I wasn't due to it being a lot going on. And me not being able to Pay two months back rent So I left. I was gone For a year and blocked him on everything due to a lot of stuff that he was doing.He hit me up on an email and ask him to come..I.went to pick him up due to the issues he started having at his baby Mama's crib after asking her for help. Bypass all He moved to the city that I am currently in. And we got married in november It was going good.You know, we all have our ups and Downs, but lately it's been placing.Blame no not taking accountability playing victim A lot from him. And it's draining. I've dealt with it in my past relationship. And it's ended up that I couldn't knew. I could not handle in my past relationship. So I'm telling him that it's all the time, and it's in like. She can't get out of that and he doesn't want to take accountability for anything that he does or.says.thats disrespectful. Ive come.to.be.so.drained that i want to leave him.fully.and.leave him.to.have.the mindset.he has. I have also.had.women tell.me.that.it takes.alot.of.forgiveness. but i.am.the.type.to.give.chances.after.chances and.once.im.fed.up.i.am.done. But i also am.trying and.seeking other.ppls advice and experiences with marriageand.what they.dealt with.and.got.through or.if.they.decided.to.leave. Mind.you.this.is.my.first marriage. I DO APOLOGIZE ABOUT.THE. PERIODS.MY PHONE.IS.DOING IT EVERYTIME I.HIT SPACE.