I have been praying and asking the Lord to help me I have forgiven my spouse for all the mental abuse and humiliation he has put me through I have been extremely miserable in my marriage and we been only married for a short period of time he hasn’t made efforts that I feel he should to make it right but I’m seeking God to help me keep my heart soft so I don’t have no unforgiveness in my heart or dislike for how he has treated me. He has disrespected me in front of his mother, grandmother, and most recently in front of his four year old son he screams holler and picks fights. He refuses to lead or do what a man is supposed to do for his household. I’m In need of encouragement real bad… I just need some marriage testimonies of how God turned an unpleasant marriage into a Blessing or how your abuser was removed from your life. Either way I will be good with Gods will being done..🙏🏽