Had my appointment today. At 35W baby was measuring 8lbs. Dr seemed concerned and said when he came back from vacation we will determine if we go early. I will be a repeat c-section. On Thursday I will be 38W. Do today he said we would see when we schedule c-section. But noooo….. he wants to see me on Wednesday to check water levels. If level is down or I’m contracting then this week. Which I have no sitter 7/4-7/6. If levels are good then for sure next week. So I’m like if it didn’t happen today then I have to wait till next week anyways.

I tried to vent to my his and of course no support there. He’s more worried about going to the gym and making me have baby around his work schedule. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔