About a week ago my partner cheated on me when he was on bunch of drugs and alcohol. And I chose to stay and give him another chance. I told him if he does it again I’m walking away. But since he told me he cheated on me that day he was clingy wouldn’t leave me alone he said he felt guilty. But now he’s not affectionate at all only cuddles me when he wants sex. All our family’s say we don’t act like a couple and fk me man we barely kiss 1 a day if that. And see I’m not the affectionate type but I still will cuddle and give u a kiss every now and then everyday u know. But I like gotta beg for him to give me a cuddle which again only cuddles me when he wants sex. Otherwise won’t touch me won’t even kiss me I gotta ask for it. And like I just feel like I shouldn’t have stayed he was nice and shit for a day then went back to pretty much ignoring me. I don’t want to beg to be loved even for a kiss. I don’t know what to do