Autistic son’s father died today.

My son is nonverbal autistic and he understands somethings but not when it involves emotions. My son’s dad got into a car accident on Father’s Day and was hospitalized in the ICU for 5 weeks today, unfortunately he passed away today. My son just kept laying on his chest hugging his dad closing his eyes, and kept looking up at his dad like he was waiting for him to open his eyes. It was the worst thing to witness. I am almost 29 weeks pregnant; I never lost someone this close to me. I keep breaking down and I am trying to stay strong because I know my baby in my womb can feel it. He was only 31, im 29 and our son is 9. He literally turned 31 yesterday, I feel like he was just holding on for his last bday on earth. Just Knowing my son no longer has a dad, and most likely doesn’t fully understand that he’ll never see him again, is so heartbreaking for me. I’m so broken and I guess just venting here. Thanks for listening. 💞