Recently I just found out I am pregnant again…I have a 9 month old currently, and honestly having a baby right now would be so selfish of us, ofc I know the risk of unsafe sex I take full accountability of not protecting myself better. A part of me wants to terminate this pregnancy but I can’t even bring myself to do it or schedule and appointment. My boyfriend and I really haven’t talked much about it we both just know I am pregnant with baby number 4, I’ve had multiple miscarriages and I believe this is why I’m so hesitant, but mentally a part of me knows I’m uncertain if I can handle another baby right now. I have school starting in September and my youngest 2 are already charging me an arm and kidney for daycare