prayers and hopes for 2nd

It hurts my soul that we haven’t been able to get pregnant with second for almost three years. We have only done IUI and not planning on IVF. My one tube is blocked and I really would just not want to go towards IVF for myself. They only recently suggested IUI with hormone injections throughout cycle. I just feel sad because it hasn’t worked with last times of IUI so why would this make a difference with blocked tube. I know it could work more with IvF but I am not ready or sure I’ll even want but I’m just so sad feeling sometimes that I’ll never have another. I know I’m feeling hopeless I just needed to talk.