I’m 15F and early July I told my best friend 16M that I don’t want to be friends anymore (more like making it official) due to his girlfriend making it hard for me and him to be friends cuz she thinks we are doing something fishy which we aren’t he’s like my older brother and we have a sibling relationship he keeps me out of trouble and makes sure I do my best in school, sports, housework, and just mentally he gets on me when I start slacking and do the same for him. When they first started dating me and her were super close and got along just fine or that’s what I thought.. when they hit that 4 month mark she made it hard for us to be friends she would lie and say I was trying to get with her man and saying that when they were talking I tried to set her up with one of my friends I knew to keep her away from him but that was not true and told my him what actually happen and that when they were talking she was asking me set her up with this senior I knew ( she is a sophomore) cuz she really liked him more than my best friend and I said idk but I guess I can try then she started saying things to her best friend that was not true (I’m really close with her best friend too cuz she is such an amazing person) but her best friend would ask me if I was acutely doing those things ( she was asking me if it was true me that I was trying to steal her man and was doing things with him ) which I was not doing and told her so and she believed me cuz I guess this stuff has happened before in the past so she didn’t really believe her best friend. But it just kept going on and she would not stop it came to the point I was sick of her shit and her lying I went off on her when she wanted to confront me telling me she saw me and her boyfriend making out in the hallways at school (well she said the people she has watching us for her saw us) and I just went off on her I laughed in her face and called her fucken insecure and to get over yourself and just walked away ( I have really bad anger issues and still learning to control it and that was my way of controlling it and not socking her in the face cuz I’m really tired of the drama and all ready got shit of my own to worry about) but I guess I made her cry but my best friend understood what happened and talked to me saying next time if I feel like exploding just don’t go talk with her but did say he was proud of me for controlling myself and not beating her ass cuz he knew it took a lot for me not too. Once school ended I didn’t talk to him for the rest of the month and when I did it was cuz I was having a episode and he helped calmed me down but cuz he did that she called him and I guess was balling her eyes out cuz she says that’s cheating and once him to block me ( she saw all the messages and all he was doing was helping me not KMS) so he said show me where in the text messages where I was cheating on you and she could not but she went silent and stopped talking to him that’s her way of trying to get her way she does it all the time and falls for it once she gets her way she will be all lovey dovey with him and stop ignoring him so he talked to me and said he has to block me and at that point I gave up and didn’t care but he only blocked me on all social platforms and not on messages and still kept location for me to see ( we both share locations) I got pissed off cuz she told everyone that I was trying to KMS and said I was in love with her man and people asked me questions so I blew up his phone and went off on him and said this is BS that’s not for her to share and he didn’t know she was sharing that information with everyone and said he will do something about it and he did I got sad and realized me and him aren’t even friends anymore and talked about it and told him this is messed but all he had to say was that me and him are still friends and I said no we aren’t we don’t talk we don’t call we don’t hangout we do nothing and told him I’m sorry and that I’m making it official and not gonna live in denial and stopped sharing location changed my passwords on accounts I shared with him and now I don’t know what to do I’m lonely I don’t have anyone to talk I feel like I’m missing a piece of me I’m sad cuz I miss the person that was like my brother and just get really sad about all of it and I feel really betrayed about all of it I wanted to text him and talk to him but instead I just made a post cuz I don’t know what to do or what to think I don’t know if I’m in the wrong was me and him to close? Was it my fault?