This isn’t my first pregnancy however I can’t remember with my others if I got cramping at 5 weeks? I’ve read everywhere it’s normal and have seen quite a few posts on here about it being normal and others going through it- but I had a miscarriage/chemical on Christmas Day and I’m extremely nervous that the same thing will happen again. My dr already put orders in for blood work but I haven’t been able to go do it yet and honestly I really don’t want to know….but I do. 😕 I was testing twice a day (morning & night) to watch the test progression but my test line was lighter one evening and I know it was probably due to diluted urine but now I don’t want to test anymore. It’s crazy how a previous miscarriage can make you worry so much and worrying does nothing and there’s no way to prevent a miscarriage from happening but man does it weigh heavy on your mind & heart. The waiting game is rough and all the waiting we have to do- two week wait to even find out- then we find out we are pregnant and then spend the next month or two waiting and worrying before finding out if our little babe is healthy! 😩

Please please like this post or leave a comment to let me know I am not alone in how I’m feeling…the cramping is normal and caused from? And I’m not the only one worried sick….sending any and all extra love and comfort if you’ve been through a miscarriage and pregnant with your rainbow baby and worried about it happening again- it’s not fair to have to worry like this! Hoping we all have a healthy & happy 9 months!

Ps. I’m due 4/20- anyone else?