Hello. Recently just had my third child 2 weeks ago and honestly I havnt really been able to enjoy it to the fullest. My child’s father hasn’t been showing up how I feel he is supposed to. Before she was born I told him that he needed a job and at least his permit or we would have to go our separate ways. He didn’t accomplish either of these things and I’m to a point where I don’t want to wait around anymore. I feel like if I do then that’s me allowing him to be comfortable in where he is in life. He also bought a ps5 before she was born and claimed it was my push gift then turned to our push gift. I don’t play the game like that anymore due to having my hands full meanwhile he is consistently on it which I don’t mind but I feel he hasn’t made the sacrifices I have to accommodate his child. It angers me to know that he’s comfortable with me being the consistent parent while he gets to live his life as if he didn’t just have a baby. He always has an excuse as to why he can’t get to my house or why he dosnt have a job and I’m fed up. I know I deserve better I’ve been through a lot this past year and he knows that. Why enter my life knowing what I’ve been through and not make a change? Why approach me knowing I have children? He knew the position he wanted to be in and instead of him playing his role he decides he’s going to slack as if I’m going to stick around. He claims I’m a “good woman” but has yet to really show me. I’m ok with being the villain in his story as long as I’m at peace and providing a happier life after such a dark one for myself and my children.