Does my boyfriend hate me

So things have been meh between me and my boyfriend when I cry to him about how I feel he just gets angry with me and whenever I try to talk about my feelings he just says he don’t care and tries to leave but when we’re together things are perfect I’m better I’ve always struggled with mental health and he has made things better in my life but lately I don’t know what to do. If I lose him I’m not sure I can handle it i wiish I was stronger but for now I don’t know what to do.