So firstly this will be my third child….my other two are 10 and 5. I really wanted a third child but now that I am pregnant I am just not enjoying this at all.

With my first I was so excited because everything was new, with my second I was so excited to be getting a girl, now we’re expecting our third and I’m just hating this pregnancy.

I am 10 and 5 years older than I was the first and second time around….i am in my early thirties now- and trust me my body is feeling it.

I also had traumatic labours with both my other kids and I’m just dreading another. Ugh! I’m so excited to actually have my baby boy here in my arms but I feel so guilty with how I am feeling being pregnant. I was also told I have a 1 artery umbilical cord so I need extra monitoring because of that, so super frequent ultrasounds…which I’m not thrilled about.

Please tell me I’m not a horrible person for feeling like this? Does anyone else relate?