Just went to my 1st doctors appointment, turns out I’m only 6 weeks and a day pregnant. He said there was no heart beat and he wanted to prepare me for the worst by saying it’s 80% of all pregnancies to be a miscarriage.

I am just in tears right now, I honestly wish he didn’t say that because now in my head, I’m thinking I’m having a miscarriage. And yet he wants me to come in next week for another ultrasound. So it’s not over yet, but it feels like it’s over and I don’t know how I’m going to get through this week. I also don’t know how I’m going to take it, if next week they officially state that I had a miscarriage. 😭

I’m just trying to find away to pull myself together. 😢