For those whom don’t know I’m Diamond this is my third pregnancy first pregnancy that’s making it further sooo much further, amen 🙏! I’m 12wks tomorrow!

So when I found out I was like I’m not sharing this time, I’m not going to get excited, I’m not going to look at baby stuff to early… nothing… but of course you have to tell one person… so I share with my aunt who is a pretty good secret keeper and my twin (because she told me I was before I knew).

So for me this is a slightly complicated situation because I’ve been in search of donors and have some good friends on my personal donor list. We’ll all of this and I have a roommate literal roommate who is my ex fiancé of 14 years now. We’ve been ex’s for 6 yrs but still roommates (yes I know sooo annoying).

So 12 weeks ago he says to me your pregnant, I’m like no I’m not… we joked and laughed it off. So one day I ask the donor (still don’t know that i am or not) for some specific information about himself so my sister who’s into astrology could look up our compatibility, his response was are you pregnant. Of course I said no and told him not to wish those things on me.

So here we are 12wk (3 months) and still no one knows for sure. But the other night and last night my roommate says aww 🥰 starts to rub my belly and tells me he’ll always have my back no matter what. So weird… like out of nowhere I’m not even showing at all…

So I plan to share today with him the news so I can then tell the donor and then family and maybe not friends… 🤷‍♀️

I am still trying to navigate through this all… I like stuff to be a moment but clearly people just prefer you to just say I’m pregnant now buy the baby stuff feed me and hold me… 😂

I wanted the donor to take me out to dinner or something and I talk to him about life and stuff and then depending on the outing I’d present a present to announce it… but he’s giving me a hard time, so I might have to just tell him over the phone or send something in the mail…

For my family I want to have a Halloween party with the announcement being the surprise… but that’s looking like it’s not going to happen…

🤷‍♀️ just needed to vent a bit and see if anyone has the same idea of making thing grand instead of being super simple…

It’s my first I feel like it should be grand right?!?!

Till next time ✌️ 🥰