Conflicted 😐

Before you read all this I am pregnant… (16 weeks) and yes he knows. I do not need judgment. I read somewhere that sometimes when you’re pregnant you just get the ick from your partner anyways.

I met this guy who is like perfect in every way, except the way he touches me. I have some sensory issues I think. Sometimes I want to be touched & rubbed a lot. Other times it gives me the ick. He also has sweaty hands & is sweaty a lot of times if we have sex… which I don’t love. As far as personality & humor he is actually the most perfect man ever. I’ve never met someone who is no drama that can make me laugh as much as he does. He also hardly drinks which is so awesome I’ve dated so many guys who are alcoholics. I swear I found a unicorn. I have no idea how to get over the sweaty hands & the way he touches me is weird. Like to lightly, almost creepily. It could be that he’s unsure and doesn’t wanna be aggressive about it but he does it in a weird almost feminine way. Keep in mind he’s a pipe welder so like he’s got a manlier job atleast. Idk someone help me. He’s super understanding so if I brought it up it wouldn’t hurt his feelings. I’m just not even sure how to go about it.