Lust and love !

bree

My partner told me in the past when we were first moving in together and had got into an argument that I forced him to be with me , anyway I brought it up today because that thought just hunts me because it makes me think of other things but I’m doing therapy it kinda helps but I feel like I need more my mind betrays me often but I’m working on challenging those thoughts he said that he was in it for sex but he then realized he actually loves me and wants to be with me but this thought just hunts me and makes me think of how he didn’t come into this relationship out of love but out of lust so it makes me think what if because of that this relationship can easily be broken down because it wasn’t started off of strong emotions towards me idk how to feel about this topic I currently have trust issues especially because he makes lil lies and it doesn’t help me believe that our relationship is as strong as I thought especially after he told me he came into this relationship for sex like ?? Anyone go through anything like this , if so are y’all flourishing ?