Hello, so my husband & I got pregnant & thru out our entire relationship ESPECIALLY MARRIAGE it’s been a hell of a ride… we’ll, once we found out we were pregnant & he saw the test he has been a complete ass! Well, he ended up drinking & drugs again.. 🙄 well, this dude had the audacity to decide to leave me (separate) & 2 days later cheat on me w his ex… 🙄💔 like wtfff… women have always been a problem so has drinking & drugs… we’ll, I have officially blocked him from any contact w me… mind you he is a narcissist & I personally haven’t been more happier to be away… this is my 6 pregnancy but first heathy pregnancy 🙏🏻 thank god… so, after all my losses.. I finally got to see a heartbeat at 6 weeks 3 days FIRSTTTTT EVERRR… so I was supposed to be excited right? Well nope… I had to hide it all bcz he has been jealous & treating me like some basic bitch… soooo, I’m broken rn hard time sleeping bcz he could have left at ANYYYY time but he waited to see if pregnancy was going to keep going or be failed again… so once he realizes that baby is sticking & lots of meds they have me on.. he left & LITERALLY 2 days later had his dick in someone else. I did do the most last time he cheated but this time I just left her a message “you & my husband huh? Haha you can have him & matter of fact keep him! “ bcz I am tireddddd of fighting for the love I deserve & being put down for his faults. He claims I’ve made porn videos w other men & that my last miscarriage was someone else… like, nooopeeee! I am DONE! It’s just my baby & I! In return of his ugly to me & showing no desire to be in babies life he will NOTTT be on the birth certificate & possibly not even the last name… but if I do keep it w his last name it’s bcz I choose to keep his last name for baby sake… idk, I feel like so much happier but then I feel defeated to bcz why other women? SMH… oh well, ig it’s a price I have to pay for the ignorance of myself to keep putting up w his shit…

I am currently 7 weeks 2 days & gunna keep glowing & growing & healing! The laying low never stay long! Here’s to my baby & I future of biggest blessings ❤️