I have 0 friends, I’m 28. I’m really regretting socially isolating myself in my early 20s. It’s just, I’ve always been a homebody and just loved to be alone.

There’s one friend that I had that I would love to be friends with again. I ghosted her bc of my mental health issues and she was too much at the time…. It was about seven years since then and Last year I reached out to her and apologized. She forgave me but the conversation didn’t go anywhere else after that.

I don’t think I could handle her rejecting me (which is understandable even tho she forgave me) if I reached out and asked to be friends outright. I think that would send me into a spiral. I was thinking of maybe sending an old pic of us or finding an inside joke and sending it to her to be light hearted and kind of see her reaction? Idk. Maybe the last conversation going nowhere last time was a sign for me to just let it go? What do y’all think? I feel so pathetic.