So confused with my body…

Missed period all of September (didn’t get pregnant from August). Took 2 ovulation tests in September nothing happened the 1st time. I took the second one September 29th and got PEAK FERTILITY on clearblue digital ovulation tests. Took a test this week - NEGATIVE pregnancy tests. Took another ovulation test this morning and got HIGH FERTILITY on the digital ovulation test. And now I either started my period or it had to do with maybe ovulating soon🤷‍♀️ had to call my doctor because she wants to do labs on day 3 of period. ( trying to get pregnant again after early miscarriage in July😭)

My body just doesn’t seem to like me . I want a baby so bad. I have a 15 year old daughter (easy to get pregnant with) and 8 year old son (took a year after getting birth control out) and we haven’t been doing anything to prevent pregnancy either.

I just hope I get pregnant..if not I think I need to not try anymore. Hubby is getting older (38 in January) and I’ll be 35 in December.

Sorry this is so long.