Curious if anyone else experiences this.

I have 2 under 2 and I love my kids more than words could even describe. I’m really fortunate that my husband is really present and helpful with the kids. Often we split things up, and I’m on baby duty while he manages the toddler.

Occasionally, dad has to travel for work. And that means I’m on both kids 24/7 while he’s gone. This gives me so. Much. Anxiety.

The thought of doing nap time and bedtime on my own with both kids genuinely scares me. I am filled with dread at the idea of having to manage nursing throughout the night with the baby, and toddler wake ups. I I’ve done it multiple times on my own, but it doesn’t seem to ever cause me less anxiety.