So I wen to the dr yesterday because I though i had some sort of infection turns out she says it’s herpes and sent off for a test to confirm I’m gonna hear back tomorrow. I honestly broke down when she told me and I feel so disgusting with myself now I literally want to die. I’ve never had anything like this before and ive been married for 3 years just had my first baby earlier this year and am 18 weeks pregnant now. I just don’t see the rest of my life with this it’s so scary and the worst part is having to explain it to my husband who’s probably gonna think the worst. I feel so depressed now I feel like it’s all over. Has anyone else got this diagnosis and feels the same? I’ve been praying all night that it’s something different but trying to not kid myself.