Underweight & no insurance (vent)

Hey yall..

I’m 25F, 5’4 and 88.4lbs (BMI 15.2 I believe) I have NOT had my period for almost 3 months, just brown spotting due to me being underweight.

I have BPD, PTSD, Generalized Anxiety, Schizoid Personality (just means you’re a loner I don’t hear 💩).

I went through a SA situation in September, at this point I was eating and feeling okay, after? I’m plummeting.

I smoke 🍁 to help with my anxiety & help me get hungry and keep food down without feeling anxious and needing to purge- but I really wanted Prozac again.

Prozac gave me seizures (I have epilepsy my seizures happen randomly/ tonic clonic), but it helped me be calmer, helped me be hungry.. I don’t have insurance, I walked into the city’s clinic at 8am and walked out at 12pm because I was hungry and cold, and honestly contemplating if it was even worth it.

I just needed to vent, idk what to do..