9dpo bfn and it’s month 6…

Disappointed again by a bfn at 9dpo and we’ve been ttc for 6 months already. Ik it’s normal for it to take up to a year to conceive but I feel like I took for granted how quickly it happened with my daughter. Back then I thought 3 months was a long time but now I’m realizing it wasn’t long at all. I’m with a different partner so I’m not sure if that’s why but I feel like we aren’t compatible fertility wise and that’s why it’s taking longer.

I’m going in for blood work today to see if there’s anything wrong hormonal wise but I get a regular period and I use lh strips to confirm elevated lh prior to possibly ovulating. My lh is only elevated prior to what could be assumed is ovulation and the rest of my cycle it stays low.

Idk I feel like it’s not a hormonal issue but I’m going back in another 6 months if we haven’t conceived by then to do further testing to see what the problem could be. It’s just this mental and emotional toll when you get a bfn that’s rough. Every month I doubt I’ll get pregnant because it seems like the most difficult thing to do. And yeah maybe 9dpo is too early to count myself out but the last 6 months has told me otherwise. So someone can say a fact regarding when implantation typically occurs and how hcg takes time to double but that won’t make the bfns go away…

Here’s to month 7 I guess ;(