fear of bc

i need some clarity and advice, i need birth control but im TERRIFIED of the side effects….. i’ve only been on the mirena iud and i loved it, i had it taken out because it started to move and i didn’t want to deal with any surgery or anything. i have two children and i can NOT get pregnant again. we’ve been using condoms PLUS pull out method but id like more protection. i want to get on the pill but im scared of the side effects like stroke heart attack etc. i’m only 22, non smoker, 95lbs and 5’1 with no health issues besides anxiety (over everything) i really need to get over this fear because i need birth control. i have an appt the 18th, and i was thinking about the mini pill because it doesn’t have the heart attack, stroke and blood clot side effect.