The wait is driving me crazy

11DPO suppose to get my AF between today and the 27th ( 2 different apps say different days 🤦🏻‍♀️)

Took a test yesterday afternoon bright negative

since last night I have cramps like I’m getting my AF but nothing . I had a light nausea yesterday evening and this morning I feel really sick still cramping like I’m about to get it and nothing as of now.

I feel like I’m losing my mind and because I want it to be positive so much my body turns fake sick 😭😭

I just want AF to come so I can move on and try again next cycle . Is this normal ?