Tonight my husband called me a bitch after I had been upset he spent the day "cleaning the basement" but didn't actually clean just moved things around.

After I got the kids to bed I went down and started cleaning and he came downstairs to tell me I'm a bitch and a better man wouldn't put up with me.

I get it I'm not fun to be around, I do all the cooking cleaning, child care, holidays, and house stuff. I'm not fun to be around because I'm so burned out. I'm so fatigued. I rage clean because I'm the only one to ever clean. I'm the only one to do house maintenance too. I'm not fun to be around. I'm also considered a disabled person even though I don't get social security or anything because of my physical diseases and my heart issues and I work part time because I have to while also being a stay at home mom. So I do all of this with the physical tole on my body.

To me it's a deal breaker to call names. I grew up in an abusive home and being called a bitch is a big deal for me. My husband is not a bad man but he has a drinking issue but he was sober this time. I'm not even sure what to do. I'm so burned out.

He apologized later and I am just so upset still. I ask for help but he won't help because he doesn't see the point. Because of my heart I'm always going to be fatigued. Because of my body no amount of rest will bring me relief. If I am struggling he knows I always will be exhausted so he doesn't think he should step up.

He makes me think this is all I deserve in a partner. I don't want to be made to feel it is hard to love me.

I don't know how other mom's with lots of Littles find happiness when you are so burned out.