Just Desprate and Homeless ONLY A RANT NOW.

I am currently homeless.

Been waiting for a PayStub since yesterday morning.

Called the office they said later on in the day it would be in account. It never hit account.

So had to sleep on the side of building(abandoned) next to the hotel.

Been paying for a hotel room day by day($60) sometimes was able to pay for the whole week($280) Been for a little over a month now working jobs/gigs anything available.

It drops down below 50’s.. I had to borrow socks from another homeless person (newly) last night because how cold it was got to know him a little bit and he lost his job due to an injury. Always checked up on me to make sure I was not too cold. 💙

Tried calling office again today and the office was closed so couldn’t complain about payment not being received yet.

I hopefully will get my payment in the morning.

I feel stupid.

I am 25, 5’0.

I’ve posted on Facebook groups already allot of them are inactive or scams. Since I’m a female also allot of guys offered me their place or having to pay for me and they stay w.me at hotel.

Any advice given thank you!!! I never even thought of Reddit.

But, Financial Assistance Groups, Groups in my area I’ve posted and those usually since in my area guys are asking where I am exactly can they meet me up what they can get for $60 they have a room for me at their place or they’ll pay for the night and stay w.me. They’ll take me out to eat just allot of stuff like that.. some people have just said I only have cash don’t do online. Which is understandable but, I am a girl and I feel like I have to be cautious about stuff like that.. if I wasn’t alone maybe I would but, yeah. I’d be scared doing that stuff still yk?

I’ve been under bridges at times waiting for paychecks of mine coming in and usually it would hit late and when I have been under bridges at times I’ve obv. Met homeless people and this dude seemed really chill and normal. But I think he was smoking dope cause the next time I was waiting for a check he was talking to a buddy of his like I bet she’ll show me her tits and shit when I was laying down trying to “sleep”. Which is impossible when under a freeway. He kept checking on me looking at me he was probably around 5’6.. anyways yeah and before that happened there was a dead body of a female like 4 days before he did that shit. Sorry I’ve been alone so I am just ranting and talking now. But thank you for the advice.

Please all I ask now is for prayers at this point.

Any other advice. I have been working. But it’s not a stable job. It’s jobs that I have to book for that day.