Feeling super down:(

I've been married since August 2014. I've always had body issues of not liking how I look and my mom always talked about my weight, whether I'm 100 pounds or 150 pounds. I'm either too skinny or too fat. And lately I feel very unattractive and insecure. I'm not sure my husband still finds me attractive. My face has been breaking out a lot more the past few weeks as my clothes aren't fitting me right. I just feel all around gross:( I'm trying to lose weight.any tips or encouragement?