Hopefully not too good to be true 🤞🏼

I’m kind of freaking out 😂 I’ve taken a total of like 6 tests within the past month….almost all of them have had super faint lines to varying degrees, but this one is from today 😳 is it real? Am I imagining it? Is it an evap line? My periods are super irregular, but according to the apps I’m roughly 20ish+ days late (once again, irregular so it’s hard to tell). Idk if I even ovulate or anything tbh, but according to my apps, around October 12th maybe, so 8 weeks ish today? My last period was long which is normalish but it was different in a way. I personally think I’m hallucinating and it’s not real and it’s wrong and whatnot etc etc ( I want it to be right btw, I’ve been trying for so long)