I did anal for the first time and need advice

I never ever thought I would do anal, I’ve tried in the past and just no. Last night my SO asked if we could try and we used ALOT of lube and when it got past the painful part it was freaking amazing, like we were rough. We did it for a long time. He finished inside.

Today I’m suffering, my asshole is bleeding quite a bit and I need to know if this is normal, I also can’t stop having diarrhea.

I’m starting to realize it may have been a mistake to tell this man to “fuck my ass hard.” I think hardcore anal must be something you work up to, to toughen your butthole before you destroy it.

Please help, any advice is appreciated. It’s okay to laugh or poke fun at me I know this is damn ridiculous but my ass hurts and I have nobody to ask.

Do I need to see a doctor like am I okay 💀