I need words of encouragement , advice or anything helpful

I don’t have no one to talk to so I usually turn to this app although , there would be advice , hateful comments , or people that agree or disagree with me.

I’m 24 , I’ve always had a car

And when I did become Car less

It was by choice. I knew I was getting another vehicle within a time frame. Or my car was in a. Shop. But I never been car less to the point. I have to start over from scratch.

I let this guy I was talking to drive my car and he basically crashed it . I was very upset.

I’m not working at the time, it’s been 1 year.

I always had money to live my life, keep me & my car together , Bills (phone bill , help pay the light bill , water bill , internet bill, buy things around the house , keep my hair and nails done) . My car was basically the only thing I had. And when he crashed it .

He CRASHED MY CAR , he was helping me BUT he Was helping me with my MONEY. If you understand what I’m saying. He helping me Sell my stuff , telling me I should Junk MY Old cars that’s sitting in my backyard

He has not once said he could help me pay anything , just giving me suggestion on what to do with my belongings.

HE don’t have a job either . So I’m not expecting him to pay me large lump sum. But just like how he still able to go out and pay his phone bill and the extra money he do get . He could atleast be thoughtful and give me few extra dollars. Or anything.

I’m around here jobless , car lesss . Even when I did have my car I still had ways to make my money. I’m in the house 24/7. I Basically HAVE To get a job . Cause nobody is helping me

Now he got a car (borrowing somebodies car)

I still need places to go , I still be hungry , I still have to go grocery shopping for my household , yes I still wanna look presentable, get my hair did and all that stuff.

He acts like he so tired , can we go when he wakes up . Wakes up hours later everything closed. Or If I ask can he take me somewhere on this date . He forgets. I always have to remind him . I don’t like bothering people. I don’t ask for nothing. I ask 1 time. If it don’t happen. That’s just that. You won’t hear about it

I would have interviews to a job . He would show up late . The interview would be 15-30 minutes. He would leave. I’ll be sitting at the job extra minutes. It’s just little stuff that adds up. Basically I’m tired of it.

Disclaimer . I don’t speak about my relationship to my friends . They literally don’t know nothing about him. But they have been around him before (when we go out clubbing / bar hopping)

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I’m also tired of my “So called friends”

I’ll of course ask this same GUY for a favor. It would be times Where he

Genuinely Cannot do what I ask.

I’ll ask my friend . “Hey could you take me to my (Dr appointment/Job interview/drop me off).

The first thing they would ask is “why don’t you ask him”

My thing is , I asked him already and he couldn’t but I don’t have to explain that to her . But why do you always speak of him when I asked you . She always speaking of my dude. And I don’t like that . But I usually just say NVM. Cause I’m not bouta Argue with her and engage in that conversation. It’s almost like she’s jealous, but it’s honestly nothing to be jealous about. But why when I asked her for a favor. My dude is always the first thing to come out her mouth.

She must’ve forgot when she was asking me to borrow $10-$30 for diapers . I ain’t speak shit about her baby father , on why he couldn’t do this or that . I just did it . Cause you was my friend .