What do I do?

So I’m currently a divorced single mom of 2 beautiful little girls. I just found out this morning that I’m pregnant by my now ex boyfriend. I’m full of mixed emotions. I always wanted more kids but I thought I’d be married before I did. We always used protection and one time the condom broke so I took the plan b pill. I’m very against abortion but want this baby to have the best life possible. I told the father this morning and his exact words were “I don’t give a f**k, get an abortion”. If I chose to not take on a 3rd child, could I put the baby up for adoption without his consent since he doesn’t want anything to do with me or the baby? Any advice??