a little sad i’m not pregnant but a little glad

i got nutted in like four times (TMI lol) at the beginning of my ovulation week and was worried that i would end up pregnant. Last week, I had dark brown/ light pink spotting for two days & took two tests that said negative. Today, I got my period and i’m kind of sad because now i wonder if im going to have trouble getting pregnant when im a little older and ready to have kids (im 22). But then im a little glad because I’m still in college and not in the position to have a baby. The guy said “yessss okay & that’s good” but also said “i hope you’re feeling okay” which kind of made me a little sadder too even though it’s good news.

Have anyone felt this before?