Missing my window...

I'm starting to have a really hard time mentally preparing for the conception sabotage from my job. My job requires that I travel frequently... which means that I'm away from my husband often. It wouldn't be a problem except that we are TTC and the timeline is restricted due to future moving plans. We tried last cycle but I ended up getting my period. It came 8 days late too which sucks because the whole time I kept testing for a positive test that would never come. Now we would like to try for the next two cycles but lo and behold, I'm on two seperate trips that each span right over my ovulation periods. Being a woman in a predominantly male field, it would be near impossible to use this as a valid reason to not attend the trips. These last two cycles were the last months we could actively try for the rest of the year. We move in December and I really can't see myself doing it while being severely pregnant..... so I feel like I've lost. Lost the control over my life, lost the ability to prioritize and lost the opportunity to meet my future baby. After 2 recent miscarriages, it's all I've wanted. But I guess I'll have to wait while missing my window. Thanks for letting me share my thoughts with you <3