Abortion

IF I GET AN ABORTION IS THAT BAD I HAVE THREE KIDS AND THATS ALREADY PUTTING A LOT OF STRESS ON ME PLUS IM SINGLE MOM THE GUY IVE BEEN DATING WANTS ME TO KEEP BUT I DONT THINK IM READY FOR ANOTHER KID ESPECIALLY ONE THATS UNPLANNED AND HIS MOM IS ALREADY UPSET AT ME!! IDK WHAT TO DO ANY ADVICE AND I HAVE A SIX MONTH OLD!!