My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant again since my miscarriage this March will make 4 years since it happened. Everyone around me is get pregnant some even on their 2nd baby. Now my closet cousin is pregnant which is a shocker. I'm happy for her but I am really struggling with myself. Seems like every change in my body I first think I wonder if I'm pregnant. I may need to see someone. What do you all think. I don't want this to consume my life.