My abortion is in a couple hours

Booked it a week ago, I’m about 3-4 weeks pregnant I can’t stop feeling guilty and sad knowing that this is the decision I made, I know I can’t raise a child right now, I’m not financially stable at all have about $200 to my name, boyfriend travels for work wouldn’t be able to help me raise the child, he makes decent money he’s always on the road he’s a trucker and a lot of that money goes towards his family since his mother and dad got a divorce he provides for his mom and his two younger siblings, has a house but rents it out on Airbnb because he’s never home and he could use that money to cover bills and so on, he’s already 80,000 in debt. so many reasons as to why I shouldn’t keep it, I don’t think I’m mentally stable either but I’m hoping something changes my mind last minute because I can’t even bear this