No libido--help me fake it!

Almost 8 years of marriage

18 years together, had history of postpartum depression on my almost 3 year old son.

Plus currently on antidepressants (Lexapro) my sex has been bleh.

Like he does this for good intentions but like my orgasms are little-to-none at all. Like to the point that at times, I fake it. Have taken OTC aids to help boost my libido.

I'm just a horrible faker though lol

I can't fake for the life of me lol

Now I see why someone in their high 30's gets to be the mother pimp of the hookers instead of the hookers themselves, we have no libido lol

Obviously I'm not the only woman that fakes it when they're not in the mood..so Im going to need a little help faking it better please lol