Coming here to vent I need advice 😪

DONT JUDGE ME ‼️ My daughter is 3 months old and STILL her father has yet to meet her he has no car because he can’t even keep one mind u he’s a “grown man”! He couldn’t even make it to the birth or to even visit in the hospital because of the car issues he does live about an hour away so I was trying to give him graze because he was calling and sending money here and there because he wasn’t able to make it but at this point my baby is 3 months old and still nothing I’m tired of making excuses for him PLUS ugh his phone is also off crazy right So convenient on top of all the other excuses 🤦🏼‍♀️ he could only call at work and he was when he went (he works at a dealership) still never showed up to see her ! he got Covid about 3 weeks ago and took off for 5 days to get better but I haven’t talked to him since march 5th! and if that wasn’t convenient enough I’m pretty sure he lost his job so no WiFi to contact me about his daughter he can’t even walk to a library or store to just check up on his 3 month old 😪 he tells me to grow up but I’m the one raising his daughter alone and I do everything I have to do for her unlike him ‼️

Yes I filled for child support but I feel like I should do more to protect my daughter from the hurt of him disappearing and reappearing he’s done this a lot even when I was pregnant he was never around HE STILL CLAIMS TO LOVE HIS DAUGHTER and wants to be in her life but his actions are speaking louder than his words!