Pregnant? No? Yes?? (Second guessing myself!)

At 9 weeks, I had an ectopic pregnancy in November ‘24 and had to have my left tube removed. After waiting 3 months (because I had methotrexate first before the eventual surgery), my husband and I are trying again. I’m so scared of anything possibly happening this time around that despite all the signs, I refused to test until today. Definitely pregnant, yes? Idk why my brain is trying to convince me that I’m not, that I’m seeing things, or that it’s an error but it’s happening. That first time really took a swing at my sense of security and self-assurance.