Cheater wife that’s me

So my husband decided that I was cheating back in 2023 -2024 we had split up for like 7 months so if I did see someone it’s not cheating but to be honest I didn’t do anything I have 6 kids that obviously staid with me the whole time we split up and he never really saw them I never received a dollar for food or wipes or anything that a child needs especially when out running errands so we decided in April of 2024 to get back together so basically we get a house and stay here and a month ago he starts to bring up story’s about me cheating wich to be honest is so crazy bc he’s got to be crazy or clearly something wrong with his mind because he’s believes the story he tells me but that didn’t happen anyhow since then I’ve been treated horribly I’m 14 weeks pregnant he didn’t care when I told him I was pregnant at-least he showed no emotion about it he tells at me he tells me hates me he makes sure I feel the cold shoulder he’s giving me honesty it breaks my heart bc this time when I decide at time to move out bc I just can’t leave with all my kids with no were to go no money nothing so when it happens I’m thinking the next 3-4 months he’s going to regret everything he did to me this marriage is so toxic I know I deserve better maybe he does too who knows but what I do know is tht he has killed the love I have for him and it’s turned into hate bc I can’t stand his way of treating me I don’t deserve it never in my whole marriage did I ever think he would ever accuse me of cheating but this is life and this is my life I hope by 2026 I’m in a home with my baby’s healing bc there will be no going back this time !