Happy ending spas, broken trust

When someone gets to a point that they watch porn when you in bed next to them. Look for happy ending spas and escorts near us matter where you visit or go on holiday or even at home. It makes me really sad. It is me, boring much, ugly, unattractive??? I have times when i have denied him sex yes cz i was sick or tired cz of work but were did have great sex. I even asked him if there is anything i can spice up for him and he said no everything was fine, he enjoys me as i am. Finding out about his addiction and needing escorts hurts me.

He says its just a habit and curiosity. I saw more than 15 escort numbers and about 10 massage palours. He said he ddnt act on it. But refuses to get professional help or stop watching half naked women on his social media. I told him to try and unfollow but he said he would rather delete instagram and twitter but to my surprise he has been installing these Apps at work and uninstalls when he coming back home and deletes his search history. This time around i did not confront him, he knows i probably saw something, he is not making any effort to ask me whats happening.

I saw him asking chat Gpt that i am upset and he will ask me cz he hates confrontation and i treat him like a kid and he can never do anything right. We have a baby and he started a new job and he feels i am making things hard for him

He is the one who created the drama why am i being blamed for finding out, what about my feelings? Why ddnt he think about his child before his addictions.

My last resort is counseling otherwise guys i am just done.