#2 or wait

How did you know you were ready for baby #2? How was the transition from 1 to 2?

Dont get me wrong, we LOVE him so much but my first baby was a difficult baby… feeding issues, sleep problems, PPD and a complicated birth. I didn’t know if I found it to be so hard bc he was our first and we don’t really have a village or if he really was colicky and we didn’t know. We have friends with a four month old and she is an angel. Literally a perfect baby. So of course I’m having baby fever. But I can’t say I’m not scared of change. We’re finally enjoying life again and this stage with OB is so much fun. I’m scared to start over and with a toddler. The first time, I was able to sleep when I wanted etc and now I’m worried #2 could mess things up for us. But we also don’t want to wait too long to have more kids and have big age gaps.