Didn’t recover right postpartum

This is going to sound crazy but I’m 8 months postpartum and I don’t think my vagina recovered properly. I noticed it almost immediately but it scared me and I kinda hoped it fix itself lol. So I had a 2nd degree tear and I don’t know if the stitches tore but the hole is so much bigger? Like before it was so small and always looked closed and now seems so big. But that’s not the worst part. There seems to be something slightly bulging out of my vagina when I sit down to pee? I’m going to finally call my doctor but any ideas?postpartum