My crash out

I give up I'm so tired of testing I want my third baby but I'm so tired just mentally and physically I just want cuddles from my husband I didn't know the chemical pregnancy form last month would mess with me this much I'm gonna take a break from ttc and just recover from that because that really hurts my heart like the line was there then a few days later it was gone I really just don't want to have another baby rn I need to recover from the chemical pregnancy last month I wasn't expecting it to hurt that bad and I might finish the big bang theory really curious when Amy stops being creepy with penny or when Sheldon actually cares about Amy.