Complex Care

I just became a mum again to baby no.3 who has very complex care.. feeding tubes.. supplements.. breathing oxygen.. and i have to learn how to do it.. but i'm struggling so badly with being at the hospital.. looking after my two kids and one goes back to school next week.. i do have a great partner but he can't stay over as the ward is just horrendous to stay in.. i'm not getting any sleep myself and he drives.. we live 2 hrs away by car.. i'm thinking to stop staying as i can't cope without the sleep but the nurses want one of us to be there over.. i don't know what to do rountine wise.. and i miss my two other babies at home.. there is accommodation that could be available to stay but i'm on the waiting list.