Just sharing...

I'm in my 12th week pregnancy and I'm having my first scan appointment coming Sunday but there are few things that bothering me like worried may be? Well between Christmas and new year days I had emotional stressed like too much anger a bit of sleepless nights cos of my partner hanging out with his friends bit too much that time and he got drunk very easily like literally dosed off at his friend house when he told me he will be home in q bit which is already 6 in the morning. I mean I just pissed off at him that he barely spend time with me during Christmas. What makes me worried is now my pregnancy symptoms are gone like no more bloating, constipation but still breast tender and occasional nausea and waking up in the morning with blocked nose like cold and chesty mucus cough. My belly isn't that obviously change much and it kind of makes me worried it's affecting the baby growth and I see some women sharing saying that they can almost feel baby movement round this time and heartbeats very strong. I downloaded this app that you can hear heartbeats and I couldn't hear much and I don't know it's really playing up my mind. Not many ppl know I'm pregnant yet due to my miscarriage last summer and my partner just got a permanent full time job and we are still trying to find our own place while living with his mum and me being in my final year in uni I couldn't go to few classes during my first trimster cos of the sickness I missed my exam and worried that it will affect my degree grades I try not to worried too much about it but sometimes I feel like I need to postpone few things but then again my parents have a really high hope for me to finish uni and my partner made me promise to finish it but sometimes I feel like I can't do everything at once. I'm just wanna share my feelings and emotions cos I have no one to talk to like thisxxx