Baby Fever 😩

Diana • My husband and I have been trying to conceive for 15 months now. 3 IUI's, two on Letrozole, and the final one on clomid. The last one on clomid gave me 3 mature follicles but it ended in a chemical pregnancy. It makes me feel hopeful that I can get pregna
My husband and I recently bought our first home and ever since we moved in I have this uncontrollable feeling to have a baby. My hubby agreed to start trying next April (2017) close to the time when he's finished with school, but it just seems so far away. Literally all I can think about all day and night is getting pregnant and having a baby. A few of my friends are expecting and I feel I would usually be so happy for them but i just get so sad. I read books about preparing my body for a baby and pin baby stuff all day long. How can I curb this crazy desire to conceive?? It's like a hormonal switch or something that is impossible to turn off 🙁.