Advice please

Nicole
How do I get over someone I love who wronged me? It's really recent. We got an apartment two months ago and after weeks of a yo-yo moods we've been fighting and then everything will be great then last night... He packed his bags and I took him to his new home because I wanted him to leave as bad as he wanted to, but I loved him and he didn't really love me. Please, what can I say to myself that will make me not hurt so much? I am lonely I live alone now in this apartment after being with him everyday. Sleeping with him doing everything together, I now have no one. Today it rained all day smh but I was productive yet there were moments where I thought if he were here he would be doing this or we wouldn't let me do this he would be helping me, or making me laugh or angry or cry or smile. There's no way I can get back with him I need to respect myself but what should I say to myself in those moments when I really don't care and want to call him or contact him?